Tonight I feel like I should share more of my story. On a night where history is made. Where Roe vs Wade has been overturned. I pray for my boys, my future grandkids, my nieces, my nephews, their beautiful kids, and our next generation. Do I believe in abortion? Absolutely not but … the what if’s are there. Do I believe every baby conceived is meant to be on this earth. God works in so many ways that I can’t answer that. But believe every life should  Absolutely be given a chance.  Being mom and carry my babies I could never abort them or give them up. But when you have been abused sexually there is that mental and emotional factor that some may not be able to handle carrying a child to full term or even raise the child. Being a 46 year old female who was not only sexually abused, mentally abused and physically abused I could promise you I would not abort a pregnancy only because I have had the support and stability over the years but what if I had not … I could not promise! and today that choice was taken away! I was 12 years old when someone I was supposed to call step dad, a Christian man who was ordained by the church made a move. What if I had gotten pregnant? What if it was today? At 12 my body would not have been able to carry a baby. At 12 how would I have cared for a child? My mom would have had another child she did not carry. I am thankful this  was not the case. But what if it happened today? I pray for what’s next? What’s next … how much of our freedom will be taken away? Seriously all I can do is pray!!!